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[ TEN things you want to say to TEN different people. ]

1: You destroyed my heart and my soul. I gave you every drop of emotion and thought that I could possibly give. I sacrificed my friends and my family so we could be together. All I wanted in return was you and you couldn't even give me that. I spent the last 4 years of my life with you and have nothing to show for it. And all you can say is that your not happy with yourself, and that you can't be with me anymore because you don't want to compromise what you want to be with me. I hate the fact that I was something that you never wanted or intended, and that I was just a surprise and a bonus for you. I hate the fact that I don't have the ability to hate you, I hate the fact that I'm still in love with you.

2: You girls are my world. I am so glad I am home and that you are now a constant in my life again. I have missed you all so.

3: Thank you for being the honest truth in my life. You have stuck with me through think and thin. Through such pain and sorrow, to unbelievable happiness. You have been my best friend for more then half of my life. You are my sister in my heart and I love you with every piece of it.

4: You give me hope in myself. That it's ok to be alone. That it's ok to not have a man and have strength of courage and conviction. And because of you I am slowing becoming not afraid to be alone.

5: If you ever take Kip back again, I will have to kill you. I'm sorry, but there is no other way.

6: I regret not having the orgy we were planning with you, me, Stormie, and Bill. I really do.

7: Ok, you need to send that psycho bitch of a wife packing. Because she doesn't deserve you. I have never met ANYONE who does as much as you do for your wife (spouse) in 1 year that others are willing to do through the course of their marriage. Dump the bitch.

8: I regret not telling you how I felt about you shortly after we started talking and became friends. Because I was really attracted to you, and I think you were too. Then life happened. We didn't get to talk for awhile and now were kinda starting over. But if anything I'd atleast like to have you as a friend.

9: Ok, you need to get over this shit. It's taking you almost as long for you to get over an nonexistant girlfriend as it's taking me to get over a failed marriage. I don't think so. I trump this in every direction. So don't go there!. It's been 4 months!. Move on!

10: You are a really great friend to Jon and to me. And I am very thankful for meeting and having you in my life and our life. You made out time at Cherry Point worth it. And you are family, period. Your my Bum!!!! and I love you.


[ NINE things about yourself: ]

1: I like to knit

2: I can ride a motorcycle, legally.

3: I fire breath and also turn fire staff

4: I'm starting a cult to worship the Zombie Jesus

5: My cat is the only man I need in my life

6: I love chia tea lattes and peppermint tea.

7: I am still very much afraid of the dark

8: Has a celebrity crush on Johnny Deep and Orland Bloom. They will be my future ex husbands.

9: I sleep with a teddy bear


[ EIGHT ways to win your heart: ]

1: Be semi romantic

2: Be kind to me.

3: I love show my affections with hugs, kisses, etc and like them in return. But not to the point of "please get a room" while out in public.

4: Can not be fickle with me or renege. Meaning you can't tell me you love me, then take it back. Can't tell me you want to be with me then change your mind.

5: Value me. I can't be just a bonus for you. You have to want me, want to be with me. Value all things share and done with me. I need that security.

6: I like gifts. I don't need jewelry every time you see me. But I like to know you think of me. Giving me an apple shows me that. That and I love apples.

7: Be protective of me, but not protective of me as a possession. I.E. Back me up when someone picks on me, but let me socialize with my male friends. ( I stole this one, but I feel the same way )

8: Be honest at all times. Even if it hurts.


[ SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot: ]

1: Killing my (soon to be) husband

2: Still loving my (soon to be) husband

3: Could any other man ever want me?

4: Getting a job.

5: is this really going to look like I think it is? (usually referring to something I'm knitting)

6: Why am I afraid to say what I really think and feel?

7: I need to lose about a stone... (again I stole this one too... I think I need to lose more then one though)


[ SIX things you couldn't live without: ]

1: My friends, they are my family

2: my computer, I LOVE linux.

3: I would of said WoW, but i'm currently living without it.

4: my grandma's blackberry pie, which thankfully my mommy can make.

5: Humor, books, other analytical minds aside from my own.

6: my heart


[ FIVE turn offs: ]

1: Ignorance

2: Stupidity

3: prejudices of any kind

4: conceitedness

5: heartlessness

[ FOUR turn ons: ]

1: guys with really strong arms

2: really deep beautiful eyes that feel like they can steal your soul, break you, and heal you

3: great sense of humor

4: sweetness and kindness


[ THREE smileys that describe your life: ]

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[ TWO things you want to do before you die: ]

1: I want to go to alaska to see the norther lights

2: I would like to see some of the original world wonders while they still remain. There was much beauty destroyed because of human ignorance and superiority. I would like to see some of it while it still remains


[ ONE confession: ]

1: I'm ungodly horny while I'm on my menses and I'm still very much afraid of the dark.






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